This is a total nonsense blog. Quite different from all of my other nonsense blogs.
I have been bad. I think this is three or four months of total silence in terms of journaling or blogging. I’ve been remiss. In fact, I’m sitting down right now and typing out words just to see if I can still do it.
A former student of mine (here’s to you, Stephy) keeps coming by to remind me that I haven’t posted anything on my blog forever. I think if it wasn’t for her, I would’ve forgotten that I even have a blog. Actually, that’s not true. This thing will always stick in the back of my mind.
Like a guilty conscience, it pricks at my brain.
“Not writing today. Just like yesterday, you bastard. Don’t give me busy. You always try to slide busy by me as though that’s supposed to mean something. You get the same twenty-four hours as everyone else.”
But, somehow, I’m able to fight past the voice and continue to not write anyway. And eventually the voice starts to weaken and grow dim like a fly caught between a window and a screen.
But, thank you, Stephanie. I’m back.
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